Dua Tahun

Its been two years since my last post. I've been busy with my work and personal life. A lot of sweet and sad memories that i haven't shared here; regardless there are people who reads it or not. Im doing this for my own sake, and just for fun.


It's been two years and 10 months of us being together. Its true though, what people used to say. When we enter the second year of relationship, it will either make you love each other more or make you drifted apart.


 Well, for my case, we somehow (and sometimes) love each other best that we could, but there are so many times that we hurt each other, lies were like everyday routine, disrespectful towards each other and the next thing we knew, we don't talk to each other anymore. If we went out with a bunch of friends, both of us are busy talking to OUR FRIENDS.


I missed what we had. The first year of our relationship was a blast. But all that has gone now. Both of us are not the same person we were two years ago. So many things have change.


And now, im kinda stressed out as a lot of my friends from way back in 1994 to college are getting married or expecting their first/ second/ third child while i am still in the midst of finding a way so that my relationship with him prove that we are ready to make another step ahead which is getting engaged.

What the heck that im thinking rite?? I know that shouldn't feel that way but sometimes, well, most of the times it will popped up in my head, that im gonna be 'Forever Alone'...



Y U NO MARRIED YET????!!!

PPffffttttttttttt.... What the heck, still got my mum and my sibs and my nephews and nieces aite?? Got my BGFF some more.